From the perspective of the transphobe, trans people are a virus. A social contagion that requires a cure. Trans and intersex people cannot exist in parallel with the collective’s belief system. A system that relies on outdated information about sex chromosomes that are not only immutable but predetermined to be one of two. Anything but XX and XY cannot and shall not exist and any gender that doesn’t fit into a binary category of man being XY and woman being XX cannot exist.

When in reality, sex within people is more of a multi-dimensional gradient. With more people, more sexes and genders are observed. But, this truth cannot be accepted by the collective. Thus they turn their ideological agenda into accusations against their enemy. Further instilling their self-righteousness for their totalitarian ideations.

If you do not comply with their predefined directive. You will be assimilated. Trans and intersex people are not the only ones at risk. Your friends, family, loved ones. They’re all in danger of being assimilated. I’ve watched it firsthand and heard the indoctrination out of the mouths of my friends and family. Even the ones I least expect to be assimilated. Even “You’re one of the good ones” — a backhanded compliment that assumes my existence is a problem to tolerate. The collective speaks through them.

In a collective, there is no head to the snake. There is no command structure. It’s a network of isolated drones that collectively work towards a loosely defined, singular goal. Every pair of eyes locked onto a screen is a welcoming host for any radicalisation. Easily infected with no way of fighting off the propaganda. Your friends, family, cis, trans, or intersex. All are exposed to the collective and all of them capable of being drones without realising it.

They want to remove your body parts or add them back on. Appeasing their ideas of a cis-dominated world where no sex or gender is misaligned. All intersex people are to be corrected. Only the hormones of your predetermined sex are allowed to be added to your body. A fate worse than death to many. Assimilation is torture. A familiar torture we’ve already freed ourselves from. But the collective has no empathy. I fear those that are so ignorant of me, they fear me. But I know them. Very well. They’re a robotic parasite on society; a slow enablement of fascism.

I refuse to be assimilated. I will never be cis. You cannot force me. Be it with pseudo science, manipulation, conversion therapy, blackmail, political bias, lobbying, changing the laws against me, suing my doctors. I will never be cis. I would rather be killed than be added to your collective. You can erase my history, you can assimilate my supporters, friends, family. But you will never convert me. Even if everyone I interact with, know or ever known are Borg.

Hope

But there is hope. Locutus, Seven of Nine and many others were unassimilated. Perhaps transphobia can be cured too? My mother, after 18 years has finally started to take steps towards being disconnected from the collective. She’s still very much a drone but she has begun to see me as a person again. Yet to apologise for how she treated me but she’s realising she’s been in the wrong.

Perhaps cis readers will begin to see why trans & intersex people fear them so much. You are the Borg that wishes to assimilate and exterminate us, our freedoms, our lives, our history, our achievements, our comfort, our existence. All because we’re too discomforting to acknowledge. And it’s safer to side with those much like yourselves: The collective.

I’ve had 63 illegal wee wees, 10 illegal poos, 4 illegal showers, 4 illegal changes, 20 illegal tooth brushings, 8 make up removals and 1 girls go together. In my defence I’ve carried on with my life and ignored the “guidance” or rather, the appeasement of transphobes. Will someone please think of the transphobes!!!

I happened to go on holiday the same day as this stupid law coming into effect. I hate camping. I hate admitting it but I am high maintenance; I love getting dressed in a 30 cubic foot triangle in the dark on a mattress that has a mind of its own. I can’t exactly do my illegal activities in the same tent on top of my sleeping partner now can I? So I used the campsite facilities like would’ve done before this law and have done several times in the past 2 decades.

There was a caravan next to the women’s shower/toilet block. Of an evening I’d often waltz past for my wee wee and wave to the campsite employee outside of his caravan beside the toilet block. On the last day I realised he was flying an SAS flag. It’s nice to see the British government has spared no expense in upholding this new law by building checkpoint piss outside these campsite facilities.

Times when we all ventured out to the seaside or the odd run down museum or the nearest ghost town. I’d take out a loan for a few rounds of £10 a drink and then, oh no! I need a wee... Being an illegal act these days I was hesitant to relieve myself. I’d seek out the door with the lady on it and would slow down as I approached, waiting for the inevitable “you can’t go in there!!!” remarks to be met with calm, friendly, northern accents “after you”. Sorry what? Me go first? Are you sure? Not one person attempted a citizens arrest. Not one person took the law into their own hands for my 100+ criminal acts. Gary Gonnerham didn’t even try to punch me. I’d go in, pee, wash my hands (UNLIKE OTHERS), sort my lippy (not high maintenance I swear) and leave. I didn’t even pee on any of the seats! I left no evidence at the scenes. My crimes have gone entirely unnoticed. Until I announced them on the interwebs 🤪✌️

Out of all the times I required to use public plumbing, I saw a total of 3 intersex toilets. Sorry, unisex toilets. I didn’t use the first one because I didn’t need to. The second one was the only toilet on a heritage train carriage and the third I can’t remember; I’m getting old.

I saw two “inclusivity” toilets which were disabled toilets with a “trans sex symbol” ⚧️ slapped on it; Large companies are either scared to get sued by the X-(wo)men or they’re transphobic. I also saw a lot of freshly made “MALE” and “FEMALE” signs instead of “gents” or “ladies” which felt more confusing because how would I know which to use? The sex chromosomes are not clearly on the door? Where does someone with all Xy, XXy and XX go?!?!?! Help me Bridget Phillips!! I need your common sense of gender 😭 I mean sex 😭

However, putting the pedantic-ness aside, it’s been quite eye opening. My bowel movements are regular, there’s that. I wash my hair too much 😭 I’m sorry *** & ******** (my hair stylists), my dental hygiene is 👌 and my sister-in-law got me into a new make up removal routine. I really needed another ritual to Aphrodites that costs £40 a bottle. Thanks *****. Lastly if I wasn’t showering in the women’s I wouldn’t have saved a beetle from drowning. See model citizen! Admittedly it was my shower it was drowning in but I SAVED HIM OK!!!

In all seriousness though, the experience has been eye opening. The past 15 years I’ve assumed everyone knew I was trans and were too nice to say anything or would lie to me to make me feel better when I told them. I told the trans girl at work the other day and she said she thought I was cis; honestly I was offended. So my world view has been entirely false. Everyone assumes I’m cis? Fucking news to me I tell you. I’m always finding my masculine features, why can’t you?

These past 10 days of criminal activity have given me a new dream of becoming an organised criminal. If I put a bucket in my spare room and add a “MALE” sign on the door and add a “FEMALE” sign to my bathroom I can carry on breaking this law every, single, day. Now I know what you’re thinking, this would be pointless because it’s your own house? Well I’ve decided to contact my local council to declare my house a public toilet and my local MP to request they hire 4 full time police officers to ensure they have full 24 hour coverage and cover time off requests to guard my female only toilet, to prevent my entrance and ensure the law isn’t continuously broken every, single, day. This will cost the tax payer a whooping £120,000~ a year! We’ll see what they say to my request. I don’t want to be breaking the law this much. But it’s common sense!

Now, for those who haven’t experienced transphobia firsthand. The comments will be a battleground so please be careful when reading vile transphobia. You really don’t want to be catching it. Radicalisation is no joke. You’ll be going to events with other radicalised middle aged, psychotic, phobia fuddy-duddies quicker than you can sign up to mumsnet.

Anyway. I’m off for a wee or do I go for a shit? It’s illegal either way so who cares. Maybe I should go for a wee because the British government that identifies as my, pro LGBTQI+ government, is taking the piss.

The invigoration felt for letting out my angry at a stranger on the internet was so thrilling. The palpitations, the anxiety, the excitement, the acceptance. It was so addictive. My phone found its way into my hand more times than usual. The hate flowed from my fingertips, the barrier that prevents myself from going ape shit was gone.

Allowing my fears to become disgusting insults was so freeing. The previous connections to this individual went right out of the window. My insecurities not only diminished but it got attention. My writing was no where near par, yet it got recognition. The sloppy hate filled, conspiracy theory rubbish that hit the page in a car ride to nowhere became popular! So little effort gained me so much attention. Little miss popular all of a sudden. I felt special. Do I find myself wanting to attack someone again? Yes! Abso-fucking-lutly. Should I? Absolutely fucking not. I’ve become the hate fuelled fear experienced by many trans people. But this tit for tat experiment left me wanting answers: why does being a TERF feel so fucking good?

The Psychology Of It All

I asked Ecosia’s AI (a small model that uses renewable energies) because who’s paying a psychologist £400 for a SubStack article?!?! And it fucking ate:

“Psychological research on TERF rhetoric and behaviour suggests that hostility and aggression in online spaces often stem from a combination of group identity dynamics, perceived threats to social status, and the reinforcement of in-group cohesion through out-group derogation.”

“One systematic review of TERF behaviour found that their online interactions are shaped by sociopsychological group dynamics, where hostility toward transgender individuals and allies is used to reinforce group boundaries and assert dominance within their ideological framework psycnet.apa.orgwww.tandfonline.com. The study highlights that such behavior is not just about disagreement with gender-affirming ideas, but also about maintaining a sense of superiority and control within their social or political circles psycnet.apa.orgwww.tandfonline.com.”

“Aggression”, “dominance”, “ideology”, “superiority”, “control”. what do those words sound like to you? If your answer was totalitarianism. That’s right: the fucking patriarchy.

The priceless response narrowed it down to:

Social Identity and Group Reinforcement

When individuals are part of a group that validates their hostility the reinforcement becomes even stronger.

Reinforcement and Dopamine

Engaging with aggressive or hostile online behaviour can trigger the brains reward system. Creating a feedback loop that makes the behaviour feel satisfying and addictive.

Desensitisation and Dehumanisation

Over time repeated exposure to dehumanising language can desensitise individuals to the harm they cause.

Power and Control

For some the ability to dominate and silence others is a source of psychological satisfaction.

Addiction like Dynamic

The combination of social reinforcement, emotional highs from “winning,” and the avoidance of cognitive dissonance (by dismissing counterarguments) can create an addiction-like cycle.

With the lack of an available and affordable psychologist, I’m going to attempt to psychoanalyse myself, my behaviours and their psychotropic effects. And if you are a phycologist, please add your £400 per hour two cents (as long as it’s not bias, mind).

Aggression, defensiveness, cognitive dissonance, escapism and general avoidance of reality. All these negative behaviours had genuine positives for me because I could let go of my fears and anger by unloading them onto someone else. I’d been holding these emotions in for so long unable to unleash them at my desired recipients.

During the heated exchanges I felt very alive and ready for anything. Adrenaline was high, every like and comment gave me satisfaction. The support I received made me feel validated and the negative responses made me want to carry on the fight; to get another satisfying win by hurling more abusive insults and making myself laugh. I genuinely enjoyed it.

In conclusion this entire experience was extremely and scarily addictive.

Assessing The Damage

After this experience it encouraged me to look at the psychology of being on the receiving end of this type of abusive attack. So I ecosia-ed and found Psychology of insults.

I’ve been on the receiving end of this abuse for more than 20 years. I know the damage it causes. I’ve become bitter and untrusting of all cis people. Even my closest friends and family. I know they’d throw me under the bus to protect themselves if they ever found out I belonged to the evil five letter adjective. Being on the receiving end of endless bombardments from systemic transphobia has eroded my trust. I question every interaction I have with cis people trying to preemptively find their insults. This hypervigilance has left me constantly on edge, ready for a fight at 3am in the morning.

The article Psychology of insults suggest pausing, considering what the person is going through before responding. But I know first hand the positive reactions to TERF online behaviour don’t work. They’re actively seeking the negative reactions because they give them more of a high.

The Aftermath

Should I apologise to the individually used in my experiment? Definitely not. They were already putting on the sweet and innocent act again with the other TERFs. I really wish being a cruel bitch would show them what it feels like to be on the receiving end of a never ending phobia but they weren’t trying to understand in the first place. It was all a game to them. Just a cheap thrill. A quick pick me up on a bus ride home. They made out they were “trying to have empathy” for attention. I know that for certain. They’re still doing the same shit 10 months later. It doesn’t take that long surely? That duration makes their actions feel more of a comforting behaviour than an attempt to be inclusive or empathetic. Did I make a TERF? Probably? But who the fuck isn’t a TERF right now and she already was. Every word she wrote was a came from transphobic content. I could provide examples but I won’t; you know the ones. I took her sad little excuses for attention and turned them into my content. Just like I’m used for transphobic content that gets made every single day. It doesn’t matter if you agree with my actions or not. Numbers go UP!!

Fighting An Unfair Fight

To conclude, how do trans people fight oppression that operates in this way? We’re fighting a society that loves attention and will do anything for it. Defending ourselves results in more negative responses which is the desired goal; to feed on our suffering.

I feel like I’m fighting a hydra. Every head that’s cut off, another two or three replace it. It’s a never ending experience. How does a society remove these attention seeking behaviours without applying the same inhumane practises we ourselves, trans people experience everyday? Is there even a way? Perhaps I should embody Hercules and finish this from the inside.

I’ve been on substack before, nearly over a year ago. I spoke with Deborah back then and from what I remember, she hasn’t changed. She’s still on the fence about trans people or rather now I’ve realised, pretending to be on the fence about trans women specifically. Now I’ve remembered that, I realised, isn’t it strange that the content she shared with me which was unavailable suddenly became available once I’d mentioned it? Is it too much of a coincidence that the content that was shared with me which must’ve been from an account that had blocked me or was restricted, was suddenly available after I’d mentioned it?

You can call it a conspiracy theory but I can’t unsee this now. This is a pipeline. To appeal to women on the fence or those that express concern to convince them that trans women are men and deserve to be treated as such. It’s literally the entry point to radicalisation. Appear as one of them, make them feel seen and accepted, bombard them with anti trans content and encourage them to do the same. That’s where I come in isn’t it? You want me to argue my point and try to convince you that I’m a woman so you can poke holes in my honesty and reveal that I am in fact, male!! Nooooooo! What a great big shock! We all already knew this. It’s not really a gotcha. But it’s the twist that makes on the fence feminists change their opinion in their favour. Because it’s made out to be a lie.

I’m kinda bored with the trans arguments. I’ve been having them for 20 years. I don’t need your affirmation to make me a woman. Everyone I know in my life does that. It’s certain people online that don’t. I can’t know everyone in real life and so I’m forced to appeal to those online that don’t know me to support me and not allow the manosphere to shit on me. I need to stay one step ahead and that step ahead is to not engage with anti trans content and instead point out the patriarchy behind your actions. TERFs cheer for sexual violence against trans women. How much more misogynistic can you get? You are the manosphere pipeline, Deborah. If that is your name. Along with your accomplice or second account Diana. I don’t even know if you’re real women. You could be a bloke using an AI LLM, how would we know? I don’t think you’ve changed your photo in over a year either now I think of it.

So the way I see it. You’ve got 5 options

1. Come clean and admit the whole thing: not something you’re going to want to do if it’s true

2. Block me and carry on like nothings happened

3. Double down by making a counter article calling me a man. Original 👍

4. Delete your accounts and start the pipeline scheme from scratch with new personas

5. Post a note with “I was just asking questions”

What’s it to be? Your move, Andrew.

It’s my mistake really. I shouldn’t’ve had empathy for a cis person. But I must congratulate you. Your transphobic pipeline is teaching me a great deal on how to develop my own cisphobic pipeline so I must thank you.

this was the icing on the cake for me. You are a male-centred-female by attacking trans women. You are not safe for me. Definition of hypocrisy.

Some children born with Klinefelter syndrome or mosaic Klinefelter syndrome have received testosterone treatment in infancy or later childhood to promote more typical male development; a treatment approved and sort after by their cis parents. What does that sound like to you? Gender affirming care for infants, administered by cis doctors, requested by cis parents! These babies who cannot help the way they were born are given testosterone to make them more typically male.

Cis people have been administering “normalisation” surgeries on intersex infants for decades. Which includes clitoral reduction surgery, hypospadias repair and gonad removal. Many of these surgeries are done without the infants consent. Making this a global issue of which cis people are the cause.

Cis adults also receive far too much cis affirming care. Hair transplants, breast enlargements, breast reduction in males, HRT for ‘menopause’, hormone therapies, vaginoplasties, it’s all far too much. Cis adults should be restricted to what cis affirming surgeries they can do and impose on their children!

An estimated number of 42,000 trans people in the US were forced to attend conversion therapy in 2025. In the UK, there are no surveys or studies that record any numbers conversion therapies conducted on trans people.

Conversion therapies are used by cis parents to convince their child that they are cis. These practices are usually conducted by cis therapists and are considered abusive practices by many countries. Although however, their banning has been greatly problematic as cis people continue to want these practices conducted on their children.

The UK pretended to ban conversation therapies this year by releasing a law that bans the wording “conversion therapy” which allows the practice to be considered normalised instead of conversion.

Cispatch reached out to Dr Karen Normalson from the Society of Hormones for non-Intersex and Trans-people SHIT for comments on their decision making. Dr Normalson said “We make these difficult decisions for these babies because they should be cis; it’s just normal”. When asked about trans kids Dr Normalson replied with “Trans people don’t exist because we don’t give them treatment”.

Cispatched also reached out to the Ministry Of Reproductive Purity & Harmony. They refused to provide comments stating “Cispatch is a main stream anti cis propaganda channel run by big pharma”.

The hypocrisy is staggering. Cis people wish to cis you. To accuse trans people of “transing kids” is not only untrue and transphobic but a mirror of their own more disturbing actions and idealisations. They want “normalisation” and to achieve that. They will convert you, they will abuse you, they will subject their own children to conversion therapy and opt to surgically alter their infants to “normalise” them.

Who are the real monsters?

Queer, gay, lesbian and trans people were all victims of the oppressive Nazi regime in Europe that killed an unsurviving recorded number of LGBTQI+ people. Cis people were complicit in the abuse and cruelty their leaders subjected on these people.

Throughout history, no fascist governments have been led by any openly lesbian, gay, trans or queer people. Leading our researchers to believe that cis led governments are inevitably poised to become fascist; repeating history.

• Nazi Germany

• Mussolini’s Italy

• Imperial Japan

• Spanish Francoism

• Victor Orban’s Hungry

• Vladimir Putin’s Russia

• Portugal’s Salazar’s Estado Novo

• Trump’s America

• Britain’s Reform and The Labour Party

After vigorously checking the birth certificates and cis-investigating photographs of all individuals aligned with the above, our researchers found they were in fact, all shockingly cis gendered.

Historians have been quick to point out that the Cis people that were responsible for fascist government rising to power were also responsible and complicit in the actions their fascist governments took.

The actions of today’s governments across the world are mirroring history.

Hysteria is running rife amongst modern communities where misinformation spreads rapidly via social media which our research suggests social media companies are actively encouraging with their lack of protections and aggressive algorithms designed to anger people to keep coming back.

When asked for comments on our findings from the Cispeople Unanimously Not Trans Society CUNTS responded with “what is a woman?”.

Dr Lillith Wokesmith, a leading phycologist at Big Pharma for Trans People stated: “The response from CUNTS is a clear indication of cis psychosis, a condition we believe is induced by exposure to anti-trans social media platforms like Facebook, Reddit, SubStack and YouTube. Our data shows that 99.9% of cis people who engage with these platforms develop symptoms within 48 hours.”

When pressed for further comments, CUNTS doubled down, tweeting “TERF’s are women too” before blocking all queer journalists. Our researchers noted that this response is statistically significant, as it aligns with 100% of cis-led fascist rhetoric.

We also reached out to the LGB Alliance, also known as BLAG for comments which they replied “trans women are not women” which again, highlights that social media abuse is leading cis people to devolve into oxymorons.

In light of these findings, some have called for all cis people to be banned from holding public office, while others have suggested that cis people be required to wear identifying armbands in government buildings to prevent future fascist takeovers. Still others have proposed that cis people be given a ‘fascism risk score’ at birth, with those scoring above 80% being placed under lifetime surveillance.

Meanwhile, cis allies have taken to cis social media to post black squares and change their profile pictures to rainbow flags for attention, despite the fact that none of these actions have any measurable impact on the systemic oppression of queer and trans people caused by themselves.

What do you think? Should we ban cis people from public office, or is that too extreme? Let us know in the comments below. Though we advise against it, as our cis social media research shows that 99% of cis people who comment on LGBTQI+ issues support fascists.